Positive, But… December 7, 2009
Posted by Natasha in IVF, Uncategorized.Tags: 12dp2dt, faint positive, low beta, positive beta, pregnancy, worry
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I’m 12dp2dt (14dpo), and they normally don’t test until 16dpo. It has to be around the 100 mark by Beta #2 on Wednesday, or they start talking scary, terrifying things.
For now, I’m pregnant.
It doesn’t feel the way I thought it would feel.
So we wait.
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Right. Now. This. Instant. You. Are. Pregnant.
I will pray and keep everything crossed (even my legs!!) for a Beta of 100 or more for Wednesday.
And I totally get what you mean by it doesn’t feel like you thought it would, none of my 5 did. I’m not sure once you’ve experienced any form of IF you ever get the luxury of a ‘normal’ feeling of pregnancy.
Big hugs honey!!
xx
I have come to the conclusion that I’m just going to enjoy it.
I am pregnant. The biggest hurdle ahead is for me to stay that way, and *everyone* faces that hurdle, so why should I let it stop me enjoying the now?
If the worst were to happen (which, I dunno, I feel pretty positive), then I would be incredibly guilty that I wasn’t optimistic.
So screw self preservation.
I’m pregnant 😀